ijc gp tutors are so hardworking.
i should feel ashamed of myself.

told mum abt my plans after my A level.
as in how im going to handle this stupid failure.
she doesnt seems to disagree with me.
so i guess,
i should just go according to my plan.
which is take a turn back to poly.
a detour and back to the same spot.
alr have some courses in my mind alr.
hopefully i wont screwed it,
like what i've did in these 2 years.

who to blame?
myself.
for choosing it and not working for it.
DUMBASS!

well.
sloth.
it kills me and ruins my life.
im not gg to let it overwhelms me when i start afresh.
nv ever again.

tml is the first paper alr.

good luck to all my peers, my class, my study partners!
do well and make it to the U.
show them,
ijc can do it too!

but not me.
:(

//runs